Phase one JT starts job

Well this is the first week of the new job, he is missing his bike, not wanting to drive the truck everywhere.

This was also the first week being here with Wes. I was disappointed that he didn't attend my nephews first communion who has always looked up to and enjoys time with Wes. Voicing my disappointment was probably the start of a bad week for us, really it wasn't bad until I tried to talk to him about safety and why it concerns me that he doesn't care.

Mary was here and help the conversation, but still ended with him out the door in a puff. I called JT and he spoke with him. Later Wes called to say where he was and that he was sorry. He ended the call before saying what he was sorry for, but when he returned home he was pleasant to be around.

Phase one will continue for another two weeks, I hope it is uphill from here. Phase ones usually are the most unpleasant and the most unknown right?

Maybe I should have taken JTs advise on not telling anyone, the amount of times someone asks how it is going/ did you find a place down there, is exhausting. Granted friend/ family concern for me during this phase one is surprising and much appreciative.

I am not excited about moving into another apartment but it will give me close access to jobs and ability to meet new people. I really hope it will not be a long stay before we find a county home where I can be self-sustaining. With the economy and craziness with the way cost have changed and will continue to do so, I don't want to have to be dependent on much other than myself, and God.